Oh geez.
It has happened again.
I’ve gone and done it. After, well, so long a time that I’d rather not specify, I’ve finally found a male that even remotely fits my description of decent. I’m really choosy with who I invest any sort of interest in, but when it happens, it fuckin happens. Problem is, we work together. I’m an intern and he’s a full timer. And aside from small things I get to work with him on, which are probably over for the most part . . . there is no communication lol. But he’s just so chill, and I really like his aura, and from what I see he’s definitely someone I want in my life, especially in that “other half” sort of position.
That’ll all have to be figured out I guess. In other news, I’ve heavily taken up guitar again and am showing considerable progress. Granted, I don’t usually choose the hardest of songs to learn. My latest was Doin’ the Cockroach, by Modest Mouse. Amazing song, and fun to play. And dance to of course.
I’m growing more and more interested in Modest Mouse by the second. I cannot stop listening to them! Isaac Brock creates this sort of eerie, enchanting, fantastical world in many of his songs. Whenever I listen to Modest Mouse I’m thrown into this realm where everything is midnight blue and glowing silver by the moonlight.
I also just finished watching This Is Spinal Tap for the umpteenth time. The Stonehenge piece ALWAYS. MAKES. ME. LAUGHSOMUCHICRY. Pure genius.
It kept my mind off of the inevitable sadness that comes with crushing on someone you probably won’t get the opportunity to build anything with.
